It's a good thing I'm a patient person. Not to say I don't get frustrated, I definitely do! And sometimes I vent those frustrations to people who just happen to be the ones to ask, 'How are things going?' and sometimes I just simply vent to the dog while sitting out on the lanai.
But there is really nothing better though, going around the corner and ending up here...
It's good to vent, to let out those frustrations of waiting, of being around people who don't understand, of not having enough money or enough time, of sometimes not feeling strong enough...
This is my new theme song. (or at least theme song for the moment) It says all the words I feel and I wonder if Little Bear feels it too...because I picture the words in her head.
And then...peace...for the time being. I know I'll be frustrated again, but for that moment, I can look out here....
...and feel so blessed. Blessed to be able to be in this position, to know that in His time the waiting will be over and I will be posting while Little Bear is in the next room, asleep in her crib, in her bedroom, in our house. Blessed to know that, even when we don't realize it, He is strong enough for ALL of us.
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